well since i haven't been on here in like 4 months i think its time to take some stuff and change a few things. on other hand i have a car now that runs finally able to practice for my road test. still working at the same damn job.  life still has its ups and downs especailly cause of my depression but doing my best to make the best of the good things in my life. i've come to realize that this depression is just gonna keep getting worst but as long as i have people who care about me and to help me through it should be ok i know the break downs i have definely get harder to held each and everytime they happen but i've been survive for the most part thanks to all the one that are close to me that have helped through it they all should know who they are